2. Nov, 2016

It's ok to meltdown, just don't unpack and stay there! Part 4

wow! I totally forgot to blog my last experience with the dentist... Probably because there's not really much to say about the day ... 

26/10 today the second to last fitting took place for my plate mould and in 2 weeks I'll be sitting in the dentist chair again! One more fitting session which will take place today... 2/11...  I'm not too sure wether I am scared, excited, in awe, or what! The feelings I'm experiencing are ones I haven't really, ever had the pleasure to have... I know I'm in for a treat ... I hope this is the best thing ever to happen to Me... It's a choice... One which I wouldn't have if it weren't for my beautiful man and the love he has shown me for almost 7 years now... I live in a fantasy world, a world all of my own. in my world, there are fairies, elves, witches, goblins, demons, princesses, monsters, trolls, pixies and yes! Even Angels and Devils  ... But in my world nothing can harm me... Why?? Because I've learnt to say 'No!'... I've learnt that no one can have anything to say in regards to how I live my life... Other people's opinions mean nothing to me... If it's advice theyre offering, constructive criticism... Well yeah ok! I'll listen, take what I want and ditch the rest! 

I've come a long way from where I once was... A mushroom! A little girl kept in the dark and fed, all day long, on bullshit! ... I've been many things in life too, one that stands out amongst the rest is my ability to change, like a chameleon. One day I can be a doormat, the next I can be a knob...  The next I might be someone who is sitting in the corner of a room, using my hands to cover my face, feeling the blood as it begins streaming  ... The tears stained on my cheeks, 

But that was then and this is now! Yesterday is over, done, finished and I'm soon to break out of my unsightly larvae and spread my beautiful, iridescent wings... My job is to spread love, cheer and rainbows where they are needed... Sprinkle fairy dust and plant seeds... Then watch as they grow into the beautiful souls they're meant to be... Sent to this earth to learn... We're all just walking each other home...

To be cont'd ... 

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